Tag Archives: self-loathing

Going from HOT to NOT

Have I lost all sense of judgement? Have I  just been at this online dating way too long? Will I end up like Margot Kidder?… Single, disoriented and mumbling incoherently in a wood pile? Yesterday I was dissed by a … Continue reading

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My soul-mate married a muffin-top

This week there is a full moon inside the bell-jar… With the exception of Wednesday night and actually being social by having Michele and Marianne over for drinks (via their suggestion), I have barely left the house, eaten, and have … Continue reading

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24 hrs. of compliments, mini mind-f’cks, and holy-grails

Yesterday was hard. In only a few days I had gone from 100 to zero. Feeling defeated by ‘Atlas’ – A metaphorical ‘Olympic Gold Winner’ in the Hot and Cold Games, in a moment of weakness and sadist stupidity I called … Continue reading

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The pre-date mini pep-talk…

There they go again… A: You have a date in 2 hours. D: And? … What’s your point? A: You need to behave yourself. D: Why do you always have to be a downer? A: Do we REALLY have to … Continue reading

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A full moon and 24-hours less ordinary: Part 1

It started early Wednesday morning at 8:39am with a text from Mr. Edge-Wise: “Good morning wonderful eyes, have a nice day.” And later: I know you don’t know me but if there is something I can do for you just … Continue reading

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Subtitles Part 1

Why is is so hard to find a happy medium? 99% of the time when I want a man to call me  – he rarely does… and I end up coveting my phone like the Hope Diamond while driving myself … Continue reading

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Repentance and Social Masturbation: Back in the game…

3 days ago I returned home from my mini-break in Ischia with my Italian-Dublinese pal Lara. We had a decent couple of days despite our hotel being squat-hole that instead of offering us our promised “seaside paradise,” provided us with … Continue reading

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